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Review: Energetic and Refreshing, 'A Worm in the Heart' Will Shake You Out of Your Comfort Zone

by Roger Walker-Dack
EDGE Media Network Contributor
Saturday Nov 28, 2020
'A Worm in the Heart'
'A Worm in the Heart'  

One of our main driving forces in reviewing so many new indie movies is the sheer hope that once in a blue moon you might come across a new fresh and extraordinary voice. One that has such a passion and drive that makes all the hours/days/months in those screening rooms all worthwhile. Paul Rice is one such case, and his debut feature film, "A Worm in the Heart," is just about to have its World Premiere at the Santa Barbara Film Festival.

Rice is a young queer Irish creative director who now lives in San Francisco with his Welsh boyfriend, Liam Jackson Montgomery. Despite his youth, when Rice was born homosexuality was illegal, so like others his age, he lived through that ban being lifted and, even more recently, the legalization of same-sex marriage.

Compared to other countries undergoing similar changes, Ireland's transition was reasonably easy and peaceful. However, the ever-inquisitive Rice was anxious to experience a country where getting LGBTQ rights was much more difficult and even dangerous. With bravado (some would say foolhardiness), Rice decided he needed to go to Russia. Not only that, but he persuaded Montgomery to accompany him as his "crew" for a documentary they would make of the journey.

If that wasn't risky enough, Rice insisted that no examination of the state of the LGBTQ community in Russia would be complete unless, after visiting Moscow and St Petersburg, they should visit the rural parts of the country, too. So they booked passages on the Trans Siberian Railway that would take them almost to the edge of the World (well, the border with Mongolia).

Armed with just a few names and addresses that Rice had culled from the Russian equivalent of Facebook, the pair set out to meet as many people in the (mainly underground) LGBTQ community as they could. For the most part, these were brave souls who took the risk of being exposed in the hope of sharing their message.

Homosexuality is not illegal in Russia, but the Putin Government has passed a so-called anti-Propaganda Law that bans anyone from promoting being gay. This is so loosely worded that the Police just use it to stop every LGBTQ activity they can, naturally resorting to violence.

Rice pointed out the way that the Russian political system is almost impossible to understand - e.g., whilst he was there, Parliament passed a new law allowing domestic violence!

Over their journey of several days, and about 5000 miles, Rice and Montgomery met with anyone from the LGBTQ community who would agree to be filmed. There were activists, drag queens, people who had suffered from brutal homophobic and transphobic attacks, and even some Nobel Peace prize nominees. Despite their very restricted lives and the reality of the danger that faced every day, most of them shared their hope that things could/would get better. Others like a group of four transwomen in Moscow were in such despair that it was impossible not to feel their sheer wretchedness,

As the train reaches the far parts of Siberia, word reaches Rice and Montgomery of the first news of the purge in Chechnya - and suddenly, everyone cancels on meeting with them, out of sheer fear.

Rice's guerilla filming makes for an exhilarating, albeit sad, film. It seems completely harrowing at times, but Rice and Montgomery take it all in their stride. It is by no means a perfect film, as it is quite ragged around the edges at times. However, it's the pair's sheer empathy with everyone they met, and their willingness to take such personal risks to meet these people, that completely wins one over. Rice uses his camera carefully to show us how heartbreaking the situation is, and unlike older and more experienced filmmakers he doesn't feel the need to sensationalize the drama. It's the truth that matters to him, as it does to us.

By showing what the Russian LGBT community is really facing, Rice reminds us in the global gay community that there are many unsettling parallels to that of Western nations. We, too, need to remain vigilant against the rise of homophobia and transphobia that could easily lead to the loss of all we have gained.

"A Worm in the Heart" will not change the world, but it will give heart to the LGBTQ community in Russia who Rice is determined will somehow see the film. It is also a perfect example of the role that queer cinema should always continue to play. We need to be shaken up out of our comfort zones more often to be aware of the plight of others - especially when it is done by an energetic and refreshing new unique talent like Rice.

"A Worm In The Heart" plays at the OUTShine Film Festival Dec 3-6, 2020

Roger Walker-Dack, a passionate cinephile, is a freelance writer, critic and broadcaster and the author/editor of three blogs. He divides his time between Miami Beach and Provincetown.

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